Revival One- Going to basics
In recent days, I have seen some failures i.e a failed wisdom, an in efficient approach towards well defined target. These include my incompetency to achieve my personal, educational and professional targets. Since August 2010, I have been remarkably better, in fact flying as a result of a few unique satisfactory works. The destination seems clear, I have a cause and a plan to go about it. The charisma is still intact. It would not die. I have to start achieving again. Its time to shift to the faster lane. I have to get all of them, the elevation, the confidence, the achievement, the team; everything one by one. The tools are what I had planned last year. The crimson that comes through hard work, the control that comes through interaction with the ideology And the compassion that comes with waking up late at night and finding Him. Usman does not lose now, simple as that.
5th Oct
has been a while since wrote here. I am relatively free now from the organizational work, kiezen design setup etc. I have to do only one thing now, the studies. I sign out from here for some 30 days with this statement
‘Achievement that carries me in time of desperation, only one big achievement’
i wont give up
does not matter i accomplished what i was thinking, does not matter what people call it, does not matter what my conscience says, RS is a reality, RS is for people, its a concept that would never die, its my creation and I would take it the distance I am looking, very smartly, gradually.. let the wind tear me slowly. I would come up with better things.
Approach
So the plan, it says marking out goals
Goal #1 Finish RS works by 10th August, purchasing a private hosting and practically making on soul revived
Goal #2 Finish Steel Structures at night by giving 30 to 60 min each night after prayer joining a friend
Goal #3 making sure to be a part of any reputable organiztion, it would give me confidence, i need it for the innate push when i am struggling or lost
Goal #4 Finally if everything is done by 60-80%, meeting the ‘souls’ before 27th August
this is a level 9 desire, its doneA
Why is it reincarnation
Last year the thirty days were reincarnation for me. I had transition from simple living to cause oriented living. Alhumdulilah got an other chance to make it even worthwhile. It makes me insomniac but total mental peace. And that is good
Time for slight reincarnation
okzzzz, its 27th July evening in lahore, sitting alone in office. I have fortunatley been relaxed from evening classes b/c of Ramazan. Its a good oppurtunity to finish the organiztional work and to submit it to people who were actually the founders of it. I have been wating for my descon hiring, seems to have postponed or something. So have to do things without the confidence of being hired. It makes things elevated na. Right.. So all set Up.. i am taking the work more seriuosly and have to wrap it. Its done
1am night 20 June
I spent the Sunday in office, have to submit the complete building project to the client in the morning. I have to take the most critical test of my academic timeline at 4pm, have to prepare for the test now. I didn’t rest since some nights, have to finish that work by 21 June night. I would read this text on 22 night. Allah sub behtur keray ga.
Dazzle, Register, Leave
With two titles in two days, I am about to announce my supremacy in this sport. Recent wins include beating top seeded players and all reputed foreign players in universities (Iran, Srilanka, Indonesia) @UET LUMS, NMC, BZU, FAST..
Any one still left should leave a message here within a week. Minimum criteria for any competitor is 10 consecutive smashes. Venue, refreshment and gears would be arranged accordingly.
Sincerely anticipating
Usman
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